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Wednesday, November 22nd, 2006
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12:40 am
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my rings don't really fit my fingers anymore and somehow gin tastes different to me. but i'm happy, and i have been for months and months, and i hope this doesn't change.
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| Monday, November 6th, 2006
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2:34 am
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the head got shaved and i played a prisoner in auschweitz for september and october. it's growing really fast, and there hasn't been a moment i've regretted it, granted i am looking forward to actually having something resembling a hairstyle. i leave for london on january 10, and i think it's going to be perfect timing. i have no idea who i update this journal for, with entirely boring information, but i still like doing it.
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| Saturday, September 16th, 2006
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9:56 pm
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in about 2 weeks (give or take) i'm going to shave my head. it's partially for a show i'm in, but mostly for a huge number of reasons having nothing to do with anything but myself. anyway, before i do that, i'm going to fulfill my dream of having steps. hair always grows-- even after you're dead. thanks for the reminder, regina. i guess my only real concern at this point is that i'll discover i have a weird shaped head or a huge birthmark on my skull or something. blah blah blah. ps, come see my show: "playing for time" by arthur miller, it opens oct 14 and runs for 3 weekends.
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| Monday, August 14th, 2006
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9:27 pm
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obgyn told me it's not really very healthy to not have my period for over a year, so i'm back on the bc and definitely experiencing every side effect (affect?) possible. acne? check. moodiness? check. weight gain? double fucking check (hating my life). period? still on the lookout. what blows is that i don't even want kids, and even if i did i would never have them myself, i would adopt, so fertility is a total waste of my time, and it's definitely not worth not fitting into my "sex me now" jeans. damnit.
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| Tuesday, August 1st, 2006
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1:57 am
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god, sometimes people act so lame that it absolutely hurts. are you honestly that ashamed of yourself, or is this just "playing cool," because i have no time for either. christ, i'm 19 and like a kagillion times more mature than any of the adults i know, or pretend-adults i know. then, other times, my best friend comes back from brazil and i absolutely shit myself with joy. i just quit my job (after this week), i have to hang out with my cousin from the 10th to... whenever, but after that i have nyc and nova trips to plan. then school, and auditions, and back into the ridiculous social vacuum of the college of fine arts (which, now that i know who matters, won't be so hard to avoid). but it's great, the summer sectioned itself into chapters and each had its climax. right, now, good friends are all that matter, as well as trying to squeeze everyone i love into these last few weeks. i think some reindeer just gallopped down brighton ave (i'm hearing bells). listen, i'm not picky, i'm watching "run's house" and wanting to hang with anyone willing to trek to boston. things are good with me right now and i'm willing to share the wealth. we always think we have more important things going on, but really, we only have ourselves. also, i'm drunk. kisses!
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| Thursday, July 13th, 2006
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1:59 pm
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okay, i know it's only july, but i'm starting to get a little worried about the fall. i just am already kind of dreading the end of this summer.
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| Friday, June 23rd, 2006
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1:10 am
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hahahahahhahaa my life totally still rulezzz
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